Hi dad. This is for you. Cause I know that you are out there somewhere and now that I am back home, your presence is more real than ever. I am missing you like that day. The trauma is gone but the gap is still there and now bigger than ever. Bigger when I achieve things and you are not there to see them, bigger when I want to share things with you that no one else would understand, bigger cause I would like to hear your wise thoughts on our changed realities, bigger cause whenever classical music plays you are not there to “air-conduct” with your hands, bigger because the armchair still has the marks of you sitting on it all the time, bigger cause now that you are gone I know that you should never take anything for granted. Even for a real-life hero like you were. I miss you dad. We all do.