Feelings. What are they and how you get rid of them? How can they stop dictating your every thought? Why do they exist and how come you can not control them? Loss is the word I feel for the last 7 years, be it people that are gone, time that has passed, life that has changed…
Tag: psycology
Well, bye.
You know this feeling of not being able to conceive time? That sometimes it slips through your fingers and you wake up suddenly to realize that well, maybe you could have done more to take advantage of that time when you could? And that probably you even lost some of those precious moments over-thinking, or…
Mirror mirror…
But the question is always the same? Who am I? Do I really know myself? In years of thinking about it I have come to one conclusion about this matter, which actually makes things even more complicated than simply “knowing”. There is no solid self. There is a core, a bag full of abilities, feelings,…
Fragile dreams…
I have a soul that likes to hide. Half in the light and half in some very dark shadows. These two extremes have somehow found an ephemeral balance to the point of a certain kind of numbness. Never before did I feel so lost in thoughts as I do now. And never before did I…
Wondering aloud
I often go for a walk in the center of my city. With music in my ears and eyes wide open for details. It is when I do a lot of my thinking. It usually follows the music as well. And I walk and walk until some kind of resolution comes to my head. A…
It’s been six years
Hi dad. This is for you. Cause I know that you are out there somewhere and now that I am back home, your presence is more real than ever. I am missing you like that day. The trauma is gone but the gap is still there and now bigger than ever. Bigger when I achieve…